Be My Valentine

February 12, 2012

Sunday: Jason and I slept in a bit, cleaned, and ate at Panera for lunch, then Chin Chin for dinner. So good! After all that we headed off to Newnan. Walking Dead was returning to the screen and Jamie was home for it, too! So cool to see my brother on TV. I can't believe he did that! Jason very kindly spent two evenings in a row with my family... I'm so thankful that we get along with both sides of the family and we actually enjoy being with them. We need to see Pam, Jerry, Jordan, and Tiffany soon, too.

February 13, 2012

Today we returned to work. Jason started training at work today with Ken and John.... he always gets off late when he does training so I knew I'd miss him. I was hoping he'd get home quickly because we really needed to get our emissions test done for his car today. Luckily he got home around 5ish... he said he had to stop for gas which is why he was late. I asked if we could go now to do it even though he just got home... I hated asking that. He actually had a CT scan set up for 6. We were pushing it. He drove to Newnan quickly and we made it in time to get the emissions done and he was able to work from my parent's place to do the CT! It was a busy day. Thank you Jason, again, for how hard you work... you had a nonstop day today. Even after he finished his CT scan we went to Sams and then finally ate at KFC. Then when we got home we made a fire and read on the couch together. We're currently reading "Man seeks God." Good book for a depressed 20 year old in the middle of trying to figure out religion. I started to get tired so I knew I would need to go to bed soon. I asked Jason if I could rub his feet... he'd worked so hard today. After a while of rubbing his feet I asked if I could cuddle a little on the couch as we watched the fire... he said he needed to finish something first. I waited a while and, being a little impatient, I asked again if we could cuddle again. He said he needed just one more moment. Finally he finished whatever he was doing and we relaxed together. I promptly fell asleep and was woken up by Jason saying I should go to bed. He said he was going to stay up a little longer. He kissed me goodnight and turned the lights out for me. Not too long after he went to bed, too. What a busy day!

February 14, 2012

I woke up this morning and did my regular routine: took a shower, made breakfast, and then sat down on the computer to write Jason my usual "Good morning love" email. Instead... I had an email from Jason. This is what it said:

Love,

You are the reason I get up in the morning. I am definitely not a morning person but I look forward to being woken up by you.

Not too long ago we made lists for each other with things that we really like. I just want you to know that the list image wasn't 1/1000th the way I really feel about you. I can't think of words to describe how much you mean to me but if I were to try it would look something like " I fucking love your guts :) happy Valentine's day."

I hope you like your gifts. I wanted to get flowers but they were ravaged and I wanted to get you candy but you can't have any. Every time we go to target you look at the wine rack that is slightly flimsy. You should look on the bar. Even if it breaks I promise to try to fix it for you. Also, enjoy the goldfish on the table :)

Ps. I am writing this while you are rubbing my foot and yes I really do want to be done so we can cuddle together. I love being with you more than anything in the world.

How sweet is that!!!!!!! I immediately began crying because... come on! I didn't expect that at all! We had said no gifts so I was floored! I tried to write a sweet letter back but I just couldn't find the words... nothing I do or say will ever be able to describe how fully I love Jason! He's waaaaay out of my league, unbelievably sweet, very handsome, and the most loving person I've ever met! After reading that message I went to kiss him good morning and thank him. He told me he loved me and that I deserved it... I can't believe how sweet he is!

My day was immediately awesome after that! Work was not too busy and everyone was in a good mood. After work I immediately drove to get my our new car tags; I cleaned the house like crazy before Jason got home; showered; and then I wrapped his gift. I finished moments before Jason got home! As soon as he got home I made him unwrap his gift... an electric kettle. I figured he makes tea every day... maybe he might want one at work or at home that makes it faster. He said he really liked it! I also had preheated the heating pad for his back and then gave him a back massage. We then made a really great spaghetti dinner together and watched a Charlie Brown Valentine's day with the little red-headed girl!! Then we watched Date Night and cuddled on the couch. It was a really wonderful Valentines day!

February 15

Today was my birthday. I took the day off to enjoy it a bit. I slept in, cleaned up the house, did some laundry, and relaxed a little. Jason, being super amazing, gave me a very kind birthday gift! Jason got some extra money for installing cameras at my work... he offered me 50 bucks to go get a massage. How amazing is he! I ended up at Massage envy and got a really wonderful hour massage... Jason is officially the greatest man who has ever lived! :^) Once Jason got home and I finished my massage, he took me out to Franks! Frank's is a super romantic, fancy restaurant. . . connected to a gas station. It's one of my favorite places to eat! Amazing Italian food! Jason and I had a nice little table next to two crazy men... still not sure what they were talking about. It was lovely! Thanks Jason for a really great Valentines Day and birthday! 

February 16

My day started with another text from Jason... "Morning wonderful love." I really can't tell you how much these texts mean to me. Later on in the day I received another text saying "You be a great." :^) After work, I couldn't wait to see Jason... he was working on Gomez today so he didn't get off work until 4:45. Such a long day! Even after a long day like that, Jason asked if we could walk in Ashley Park! I love that about Jason... he's not the type of person to just sit and groan about his day (like I am). He likes to get out and do something productive... I really love that. Helps me to get out and not watch tv all day, too. 

February 17

Today if Friday! After work we planned to go to my parent's place for a good-bye dinner for Jamie... Jamie was leaving Ga to return to LA. We had a really fun dinner! We ate and laughed and talked with Jamie. He seemed to be doing better than when he first got to Ga. It was a really great dinner! After Jason and I went home I told him how I feel badly that we've seen most of my side of the family and not his side. I love them, too... very much! Jason and I decided we'd ask Jordan to spend the night tomorrow and hopefully be able to see everybody else, too.


February 18


Today Jason called Jordan and asked him to come over. Jordan wasn't able to come this weekend though. We decided we'd shoot for next weekend. So, Jason and I just stayed in and relaxed some today. It was a nice, quite day at home. Another fun thing I love about Jason: he's not a huge fan of big, loud places/parties. That may be a weird thing to love about him, but I do... I like my quite evenings and I love that Jason is the same way. It's nice to be able to relax together. 


We did get out some, however. We went shopping at Lowes and Home Depot . . . this officially has become our new date night spot since in the process of buying a house! It's fun to walk down the isle and imagine our house and what we'd do with it. Jason said he'd love having our own home because of all the projects he would immediately get to have. I love that! There is no one else I'd rather buy a house with and come home to than Jason P. Brown :^)